I am in no state to write fancy words. The first truth is that I do not have the vocabulary to sew words into some captivating, mind-charming strings. It's been 7 days since I returned back home under these dire circumstances. The situation still does not seem to improve even a bit. Days have become so contrasting, varying and fluctuating, that too on the stress scale. Happiness and smiles come rarely (fortunately they come), and last only momentarily. Maybe they come during some comedy scene in a movie or during a one-liner joke in a stand-up comedy, but not necessarily every time. Each passing day makes it more difficult to laugh, to stay positive. The early part of the week, we all were still trying to push ourselves hard to stay positive, even when papa stopped going to his office. I could never have imagined him not going to his business for these many days. Even when we had to go for vacations, be it for a day or two, it used to be so difficult for him to take an off. Now,
Pin on one side. Pain on the other end. Bleed. Not blood but emotions. Long deep layers. Fewer words. Hidden truths. The closer, the farther. Because twisted universes. As the pain will transfer. Curves are good. Circles. Spheres. Semi-circles. All sorts. Human eye likes them. The spheres they are of course. Karma. Life. But reality has lines. The flatness. The ends. Infinite ends but ends. Voids are circles too. Or are they? Probably not. They are nothing. Nothingness is better. Feels nothing. There is nothing. Just like deep dark webs there are deep dark sides. Much more hidden, much more inaccessible. Hope, you say. Hope is light. But now even black holes exist. ~Fin.